….Because Jasper’s spirit animal would be like a Macy’s Thanksgiving balloon. Doesn’t matter how much he eats, he will always always be begging for food! Doodled this during a phone meeting today.
I haven’t been too motivated to post lately, just feeling really drained. It’d be nice to just not do anything. I don’t mean just staying home from work, I mean I want to be a hermit and do absolutely nothing except my hobbies. No more house chores either. But that’s never going to happen, realistically. People rely on me. I guess that can be a nice thought, but right now I just feel drained. I want some help too. But I don’t even know how others could help me with my non-work workload. I’m slowly trying to push myself to just DO the stuff I want to do. Things I let fall by the wayside. I uploaded a bunch of photos I took 2 months ago in Japan — it was actually done a month ago but I never got around to sharing them online. Not sure where that sudden drop in motivation comes from. At the same time, I feel like I am strangely, unwillingly, but undeniably have a direct connection of getting likes on photos to self-esteem, in times like this. It’s unhealthy! But it’s there. At least I don’t do drugs? :)