Oh man, it’s so boring here at work…and I could be doing productive self improvement stuff, like learning a new program or writing a story or something, or even drawing, but I can’t focus on anything here. It really, strangely makes me brain dead, even though colleges should be a place of learning…
I just sent a letter to my first Japanese teacher, who went back to Osaka like 2 years ago….I hope he gets it T_T. I sent him maybe two emails before, and he either didn’t get it or didn’t feel like responding….which doesnt make sense….because he replied to my first email….and last winter he sent a video message to me on my friend’s camera. =( Which made me inexcusably happy.
Man…I wish I had a penpal to talk to in Japanese…
I used to have one, but last year when I was dealing with the mess of finals, AP tests, college applications, and figuring out if I want to be a pharmacist or a computer art person…..I forgot to reply to her letter :( And somehow…i kept forgetting…and now it’s been like a year since I’ve written to her. I wonder if its okay to try writing to her again….I wanna send her a present too, just because, but who knows if she’ll answer. Or if she moved. I bet she has a new American penpal by now, who talks to her all the time and sends her lovely presents T_T.
It’s so lonely at work, with no one here. And no one here means I can’t go on any breaks to grab some food.
But that’s okay, because I think I don’t like people.
先週他の女の子は一緒にバイトしなきゃのに、来なかった。 そして今日またさぼった。 あの女の変わり人も来なかった。